Disclaimer: This is not one of my usual witty posts, it's just something that has kept me up at night and feel the need to share (actually it may just be my inner child having moment).
Recently I've been thinking...Who am I? I mean really, who the hell am I? I've been meaning to write this post for a while and I actually started but deleted it and wrote something else (the inner child got her way). And by the end of this post you will get a glimpse of who I am.
The prince and I had been testing driving churches and actually found one we liked and joined. And by joined I mean I got baptized a couple weeks ago. Then it dawned on me, am I supposed to feel different now? How was I supposed to act? Am I supposed to be all enlightened? Am I not allowed to comment on people's fashion or hairstyle disasters or be sarcastic anymore? Do I have to be nice to everyone, even to the ones that clearly get on my nerves? Am I not allowed to swear, have road rage, or listen to rap music? Or am I now to live my life in the WWJD world? How exactly do I live my live now? Hence the question, Who am I?
I can tell you what I'm not but that list would be too long, but I can tell you that I am a child of the man in the clouds, I am a mother, I am a friend, I am sarcastic in every sense of the word, I am creative, I love hard and don't know how to let go easily, I hold grudges, I am a bit sensitive, some might even say overly sensitive, I wear my heart on my sleeve, I can forgive but it takes a while for me to forget, I cry when watching commercials, I can be a beyotch and a diva in the same instant, I am funny, I am smart, I am impatient. I am ME.
The metamorphosis has begun......
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