It's 9:02 p.m. on a Saturday night and I'm home writing this blog post, listening to Pandora, while the kid is in the living room watching a movie. Not in a gazillion years I would have thought this would be my life. Don't get me wrong, I love my life (well most of it) but the other 0.25% sucks moose balls in the wind.
Lately I've been thinking....What If?
What if I stayed in Miami? What if I had gotten married to my first love (not that he asked)? What if I had stayed in NYC? What if I hadn't gotten pregnant? What if I'd made that left instead of a right? What if God hadn't given us a choice? How would my life be? Maybe I'm bored or just lonely, either way there has got to be more to life than what I'm experiencing at the moment.
Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful for what I currently have, I have a genius for a son, I live in a great neighborhood, I'm healthy, and I have an on-again, off-again, on-again with JC. Life is good but I want a great life.
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